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A heartfelt exploration of a relationship in flux, filled with passion but plagued by distance and unmet expectations. An honest reflection on yearning, unspoken desires, and the fear of growing apart. A plea for deeper understanding and connection.
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The pros • Really fantastic sex • Your penis is perfect. • You last really long • And you can recover pretty fast for rounds 2, 3, 4, 5, and so on, night til dawn, baby. • it’s really passionate. It’s like we were meant to do it. • I’m comfortable with you. • Whenever, you’re around, I feel safe and wanted. • I really like you; I’m not sure why, but that doesn’t matter, because you matter. • You give me tons of free supplements, and you want me to share it with friends. Thank you.
Why it’s not working for me • I miss you too much, too many times a day. • I can’t stop thinking about you, and I wonder if you do too. • I don’t feel like you do. • I don’t see you as often, either you’re busy or sick and/or you’re too far away. • i often feel like I’m your last priority. I skip on my friends and family for you. I just don’t tell you. • It hurts. I’m just afraid to tell you. • We may not like the same things nor believe in the same things. I • I can usually talk about the things I like, but with you, I kind of choke. Not on your dick. Sometimes. • You haven’t given me free supplements in month. I feel like our passion is dying out.
Why it’s not working for me (con’t) • We don’t hang out much • We haven’t met each others’ friends. • I want to invite you to meet mine. You will probably flake because you’re fishing with your cousin or brother. • I’m afraid to ask you to invite me.
Expectations is a scary word • I don’t want to expect, but I am. • I want to see you more often. • I want to know more about you without snooping around. I’m pretty good at that. I’m a researcher. • I want to know more about you without using my BA in Sociology. • I want to be more than a dude friend, even though I am very much like a dude friend. Can you pretend that I’m a hot high maintenance skinny bitch? • I’d actually love you if you’d watch Queer Eye for the Straight Guy with me, even though I know you don’t approve of homosexuality. (There’s really something wrong here….)