WOUNDED STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS

1. WOUNDED STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS About Hurt Feelings, Pain, Anger an Unconscious use of Power in Relationships Bogna Szymkiewicz, Ph.D.

2. MARTIN BUBER I and THOU • Persons appear by entering into relationship to other persons. • Through the Thou a person becomes I. • All actual life is encounter.

3. WHEN FEELINGS GET HURT • “the perception of relational devaluation – the perception that another individual does not regard his or her relationship with the person to be as important, close or valuable as the person desires” (Leary, M.R., Springer, C., Negel, L. , Ansell, E., Evans, K. (1998) The Causes, Phenomenology, and Consequences of Hurt Feelings. Journal of Personality and Social Psychology Vol.74, No.5 ) • „the perception that one is being excluded from desired relationships or threatened to be excluded” (MacDonald, G., Shaw S. (2005) Adding Insult to Injury: Social Pain Theory and Response to Social Exclusion. W: K. Williams, J. Forgas, W. von Hippel (Ed.) The Social Outcast: Ostracism, Social Exclusion, Rejection & Bullying. New York: Psychology Press) • perceived violation of the norms accepted within the relationship (Vangelisti, A. L. (1994) Messages that Hurt. W: W. R. Cupach, B. H. Spitzberg (Ed.) The Dark Side of Interpersonal Communication. Hillsdale, New Jersey: Lawrence Erlbaum Associates.

4. IT REALLY HURTS The research shows that social rejection hurts: hurt feelings affect exactly the same region of the brain as a physical injury. Eisenberger, N. I., Lieberman, M. D., & Williams, K. D. (2003). Does rejection hurt? An fMRI study of social exclusion. Science, 302

5. RELATIONSHIPTwo Different Worlds Meet

6. GROUPHope for belonging

7. SHARED REALITY

8. This perceived „togetherness” or „shared reality" is based on partial perception: some experiences and ideas are taken to account while the others are disavowed. In the dream of unity we often marginalize: Power and rank differences Minority/majority issues Our high and low dreams that filter our perception Secondary dreamfigures DREAM OF UNITY AND MARGINALIZATION

9. Primary identities and marginalized experiences

10. criticism betrayal depreciation ingratitude  active disassociation passive disassociation „Participants’ ratings of how hurt they felt correlated with how rejected (vs. accepted) they felt.” „They felt most rejected when hurt by romantic or dating partners.” Leary, M.R., Springer, C., Negel, L. , Ansell, E., Evans, K. (1998)The Causes, Phenomenology, and Consequences of Hurt Feelings. HURTFUL EVENTS

11. Hurt destroys perceived shared reality

12. Wounded state of consciousness gets activated • A person feels „crossed out” • The world falls into pieces • Out of these pieces separate „particles” are created • The wall appears between persons • Wounded state of consciousness is constellated

13. Dreamfigures take over

14. ALTERED STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS

15. WOUNDED STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESSFROM INSIDE • Feeling trapped, blocked, isolated • Entanglement, emotional and cognitive chaos • Pain, helplessness, anger and frustration mixed together • „Broken record” – repeated thoughts and feelings • Having no control over one’s experience

16. EntanglementFeeling trapped Drawings representing subjective experience of wounded states

17. Separation of two sides We perceivethe boundary as solid„when we image its two sides to be separated and unrelated; that is, when we acknowledge the outer difference of two opposites but ignore their inner unity.” Ken Wilber

18. Archetypal roles in the field Western culture teaches us to bring coherence to a wounded state experience by offering the myth of polarization between the victim and the oppressor. There are also some other archetypal roles that are involved in this basic conflict.

19. The Victimand the Perpetrator • cannot defend herself • experiences pain, fear, helplessness • perceives all the power as coming from outside • one who has chosen the „dark side of the Force” • a person of authority who subjects others to undue pressures • imposes one point of view without taking to account the others

20. The Terrorist, the Avenger, the Savior • perceives herself/himself as a victim; feels forced to take radical measures • aims at destroying the whole system rather then just the „wrongdoer” • re-establish justice • by punishing • the wrongdoer • takes vengeance for himself/herself • or on behalf of somebody • his/her action is a re-action to the perceived harm or injustice • one that saves from danger • or destruction • one who brings salvation

21. Roles are mixed

22. COMMUNICATION PATTERNS • Communication between the roles or dreamfigures, rather than between persons • Dreamfigures looking for/ constellating the complementary role • No feedback loop or accusing the other side of a wrong feedback • No interest in the intentions of the other person

23. Roles and communication • Communication between the roles or dreamfigures, rather than between persons • Dreamfigures looking for/ constellating the complementary role • No feedback loop or accusing the other side of a wrong feedback • No interest in the intentions of the other person • Taking things personally; blaming, accusations; emotional outbursts, „silent treatment”

24. The Observer „Something must be developed in consciousness that reminds outside the identifications and mechanical actions and experiences of the moment.” Charles Tart “If you have an overview and realize that there are various states of consciousness, various frames of reference, you can “metacommunicate” about them.”Arnold Mindell

25. DREAMFIGURES AND THE OBSERVER • Dreamfigures often perceive their reality as the only reality. • In wounded states of consciousness, dreamfigures feel that their reality is not seen or/and threaten by the other side. • They are not interested in the observer position because they are afraid they may become annihilated.

26. APPROACHING WOUNDED STATES OF CONSCIOUSNESS Metaskills: • compassion • loving detachment Some ways of working: • completing the state • accompanying the person in her/his world • changing channels • direct communication with the activated dreamfigure • taking over the ‘wounded’ role • working on the essence level

27. WAYS OUT In order to heal and transform the wounded states of consciousness we need: • personal and interpersonal awareness work • social and political changes • new ways of looking at reality and new myths that would help us to stay in touch with the basic interconnectedness, the Dreaming, the flow.

28. Little I identifies with different experiences, one after the other; each time having the perception structured by the activated identity. Big U doesn't identify with any of the experiences but reflect them all like a mirror. It is able to embrace the wounder and the wounded while staying in touch with the basic Unity, the Dreaming, Tao. Little I and Big U

29. STEP BY STEP The paths of crumbs „Just as the river flows along until it meets an obstacle like a fallen tree, a branch, or a rock, the flow of our perception is blocked at edges. (…) The more encompassing are our identities, the fewer obstructions to the river of experience.” Arnold Mindell

30. INTO THE FLOW