Divine Truth

1. Divine Truth Understanding Self:Experiencing The Hurt Self

2. What Is My Hurt Self? • Created by other people harming me (from conception onwards) • It is injured further by my harming myself or others through my choices • Is stagnant at the age the damage or harm was created • Contains most my own inner causal emotional pain and suffering • We can call my hurt self my "Hurt Child" to help us identify

3. My Hurt Emotional Self … • Is pained, hurt, aggrieved, wounded, injured, upset, and distressed • Is timid, nervous, shy, fearful, hesitant, apprehensive, cautious and concerned • Is fragmented, disjointed, uneven, suppressed, dormant, undeveloped, concealed, embryonic • Is humiliated, shamed, embarrassed, disgraced, unfavoured, and self-conscious • Is rejected, discarded, unwanted, and unneeded by others • Is angry, rebellious, self-absorbed, self-centred, and lacks awareness of surroundings

4. My Hurt Self Lacks Development … • Each hurt is 'frozen' at the age the hurt occurred • Each hurt, while it remains, prevents God's Truth from entering on the same subject • Each hurt, while it remains, prevents my ability to feel and experience love as an emotion • Each hurt, while it remains, defines my understanding of truth and love • Each hurt is locked up inside, & cannot be released without sincere expression • Unless the hurt self is felt emotionally, the hurt self cannot grow emotionally • Consequently, my hurt self remains young, childish, immature, contained & restricted

5. Other Essential Information To Heal Your Hurt Self • Process of deconstruction outlined by Jesus in his presentation "Deconstructing The Façade Self" also applies to the deconstruction of the hurt self • The following essential information contains additional recommendations to aid with the deconstruction of the hurt self • Each step must be engaged emotionally

6. Steps Needed to Connect to & Heal our Hurt Self • Acknowledge that hurt exists within & feels very emotional, uncontrolled, raw & truthful • Acknowledge that a lot of this hurt occurred when others were unloving to you in childhood • Acknowledge the rest of the hurt occurred when you were unloving yourself & others • You will not acknowledge the hurt unless you have begun to break down the façade • Acknowledge current fragmentation of self is due to suppression of hurt & acting in facade • This does not involve justifying poor behaviour now due to bad childhood experiences

7. Steps Needed to Connect to & Heal Our Hurt Self • Acknowledge how you currently treat the hurt self emotions • Recognise the ways we use façade and addiction to suppress & deny our hurt • Recognise the ways we use façade and addiction to treat our hurt badly • Become sensitive to our façade judgements and fears about the hurt • We use this treatment in order to keep the hurt self suppressed • We push ourselves through situations that scare us • We deny our feelings of worthlessness and instead push ourselves into façade • We ‘cheer-up’, cover-up, punish, judge, bully and push around our hurt selves

8. Steps Needed to Connect to & Heal Our Hurt Self • Stop the harsh treatment of the hurt self • Emotionally challenge and deconstruct the façade • Emotionally recognize how we treat our hurt self feelings with contempt & derision • Remove the emotional reasons for the harsh treatment of ourselves by feeling them • Emotionally turn your will to be harsh into a will to be soft & accepting

9. Steps Needed to Connect to & Heal Our Hurt Self • Allow the hurt self a voice • This is a major step in loving yourself • Find a way to connect to and express your hurt self • Use anything that works and helps you be truthful about the hurt you have experienced • Become sensitive to the hurt self's damaged viewpoint of the world and reality • Allow the hurt child-like parts to feel the feelings that were suppressed by others • Allow the hurt other parts to feel the feelings that were suppressed by you • The adult hurt was caused by the choice to avoid the hurt child emotions • State the truth of what you haven’t said. Some of this will sound child-like & illogical • This is the beginning of treating the childlike parts of ourselves that feel hurt with care and compassion

10. Steps Needed to Connect to & Heal Our Hurt Self • Allow the feelings of the hurt self • This is another major step in loving yourself • Allow emotional expression and experience of the hurt feelings • Feel the truth about what really happened which was previously suppressed and denied

11. Steps Needed to Connect to & Heal Our Hurt Self • Begin to take care of the hurt self • The child-like parts of ourselves have never had anyone – including us – take care of us • Now as an adult we are going to have to care for ourselves • Imagine how we would treat a hurt and neglected child right in front of us • We can do that for ourselves • We can • Make time to be with the hurt parts of ourselves that were suppressed or denied • Listen to what these parts of us want and what we feel we missed out on • Stop pushing, begin to encourage and care for ourselves • Tell ourselves the truth about the hurt

12. Steps Needed to Connect to & Heal Our Hurt Self • Educate the hurt self • The hurt fragments of us have had no loving education • Loving education will involve teaching our hurt self: • About God; our real parent, how He differs from our earthly parents, most trust-worthy being in the universe • The truth about emotions; that it is safe to have feelings • Personal responsibility; that it is unloving to depend on others for things • The gift of will; the ability to choose, and our personal responsibility for our choices • About sexuality; our body, soul-sexuality and soul-mates • About safety; about trusting emotions, the adult ability to say ‘no’ • Morality and ethics; treating others as we wish to be treated • This education will be emotional, not intellectual • The hurt self must go through the same process of awareness that the façade self has had to go through

13. Steps Needed to Connect to & Heal Our Hurt Self • Beware of the desire to stay fragmented or to create a separate ‘inner child’ • In reality these child-like parts of ourselves have never had a chance to mature • We deserve the chance to feel what was suppressed • We deserve the chance to grow up and integrate all our ‘fragments’ so that we become whole, sensitive, and aware individuals • As we ‘grow up’ we get to keep the wonderful elements of the real self that are often attributed to an ‘inner child’ e.g. curiosity, openness, adventurousness, playfulness etc.

14. Conclusion • Unless I do this work with the hurt self I will not reach most of my causal emotion and cannot grow my soul in love • I will have a distorted outlook on life • I will not come to know my true self • It is my true self that has a relationship with God, so without deconstructing my façade and experiencing my hurt self, I can never come to know God

15. Conclusion • The Real Self • We haven’t spoken about the real self because no one is yet ready • Many are trying to develop the real self without doing any work on façade and hurt selves

16. Conclusion • The biggest amount of work will be on deconstructing the façade • It takes time • The hurt self wants to feel hurt • The real self wants to be itself • The façade doesn’t want the other two selves to do what they want! • The topics for the remainder of the week will all help with the work necessary to break-down façade and experience hurt • Addictions, Repentance & Forgiveness

17. Homework • Relationship Between The Façade & Hurt Self • How does my façade self feel about my hurt self & child-like feelings? • How does my hurt self feel in response to my façade self? • What are your judgements of these feelings? • What are your fears about expressing your hurt, child-like feelings? • These things are your blocks to accessing causal emotions