Vanessa Attends Aspen Springs * Vanessa My boyfriend and this place have done nothing to increase my happiness (Rule 2). Why do bad things always have to happen to me at the same time? But I know just the thing that will assuage my mind… Jonathan Edwards We are meant to be punished for our sins by God, our greatest autocrat, no matter when. God is neither kind nor meant to alleviate our lives (Rule 4). Friends Dr. Starr Vanessawent from “in a relationship” to “single”. Vanessa Janice Dickinson Tony No one is able to understand how beautiful and affable you are (Rule 5). That boy obviously didn’t deserve you. Conner Vanessa I am just floating in a sea of blue; struggling just as my mother has. I don’t want to be anything like that acrid woman. Even being her child I must be abetting a crime some way. I know that the crimson color calms my mind (Rule 1), but I don’t know how to get to it here… Tony Dr. Starr Your fears as well as your feelings need to be shared. In doing so, you have brought me great ardor (Rule 3B). Jonathan Edwards
Vanessa Attends Aspen Springs * Dr. Starr Every doctor and parent accedes that we have learned a lot from these kids like you (Rule 3A). I am so glad that you are healthy now. If there is anything else I can do for you, I will be here. Dad “I had hoped your mother would get well one day. But when we visited her at the hospital, they told me her catatonia is likely permanent. She will never come home. So I will. My request for a Stateside transfer has been granted. I’ll be home for good one I finish this tour of duty.” Friends Dr. Starr Janice Dickinson I know the doctors seem like bad people , but they’re not. At first I was adamant not to change when I went into treatment. But then I realized that I needed help and the only way I was going to get it was by being open-minded. Vanessa Janice Dickinson Vanessa went from being “single” to “in a relationship with Tony” Conner Conner The apex of my miserable life was Emily. And now that she’s gone, nothing matters to me anymore. Goodbye Vanessa.. Tony Vanessa I can’t be fixed; I know that. But I feel… new again. I feel every part of me that was hurt being stitched back together. Thank you Tony, Conner, and Dr. Starr. Jonathan Edwards
Claude Monet A mask is very ambiguous. But to me it only means one thing – a secret. I feel like I have to wear different masks around different people to keep them from knowing what I’m hiding. The Scream by Edvard Munch is one of my favorites. It shows the horror this one person is going through. The skies are in flames and the ocean is angry.. That’s how I feel inside. Resusci Annie is one of the most famous girls in the world. When she died, her face was found like this. It reminds me that maybe the only peace in life is death. My Pictures By Vanessa (Albums) * Updated 1 day ago Starry Night by Van Gogh is supposed to be peaceful and beautiful. But to me, that navy blue night sky is the ocean I drown in everyday.