LOVE FRIENDSHIP DEATH INSPIRATIONAL

POEMS LOVE FRIENDSHIP DEATH INSPIRATIONAL

Faithfully maybe for granted a day with you key to my heart unsaid until today in heaven with you

FAITHFULLY Its so nice to recall the few moments we’ve been together. Those times I know will last until forever. Your eyes glistened like a bright star. A glow that I can see from afar. Here I am lonely without you. Recalling the things we used to do. But how would you explain the teardrops from my eyes. It is because you might find someone greater than I? The unforgettable smile when we first met and the voice I know I’ll never forget I hope it would be the same girl I knew once before because you are someone I’d be coming back for more. I know its hard to open up your heart to someone like me. because you need more than I could aver be. Its okay if you treat me as a friend than find myself losing you in the end. So now I’ll never know what you feel inside. I just hope the memories we had then will turn the tide I want you to know that you’re special to me and know that I’ll be yours faithfully...

MAYBE You make me feel special and my love for you is undoubtedly fatal you’re always there when I need you but I don’t think you love me too. I don’t really know the right things to do for the feelings I never knew can’t tell just how much it seems to me to have as I wanted to be You’re always here in my mind that makes my heart feel blind though you never knew I always long to be with you I don’t know what you have done before that caused me to love you more maybe because you never let me hear the things I wanted you to say my dear Now that you’re already here with me I don’t want to set you free no one in this world would take us apart for you’re always gonna remain in my heart...

FOR GRANTED I was a fool to let you know that I still care but I know you can’t feel its there I said to give you one more try but I really don’t know why? Why I still tried to keep your hopes up when deep inside, I know its enough I know I’ve hurt you from what I’ve done now I know that I have none. I should’ve took care of what I still had rather than sitting here feeling sad having you was all that I wanted but I was a fool to take you for granted...

KEY TO MY HEART I had closed the door and would not let anyone in I had trusted and loved only to be hurt. But that would never happen again I had locked the door and tossed the key as hard and as far as I could. Love would never enter there again. My heart was closed for good. Then you came into my life and made me change my mind. Just when I thought that tiny key was impossible to find. You held out your hand to me and proved to me I was wrong. Inside your palm was the key to my heart, you had it all along...

A DAY WITH YOU A day with you can last a lifetime a day with you can be just fine sharing stories and laughing all day wishing the time will not come for you to go away I have a feeling inside and I know its nothing to hide I know I have to control it but it’ll be harder and it can hurt a bit Soon we will part but you’re still in my heart wondrin how it will be if you’re not here with me. But life has to go on for you doing good in everything you do life has to go on for me too but a life longing for a day with you...

UNSAID I cannot say what I feel I don’t know if my heart will heal but I knew it right from the start that I never owned your heart so please leave me now before I cry the pain is too much to say goodbye but always remember each tear I shed …is an I LOVE YOU left unsaid...

UNTIL TODAY I see your reflection in my mind your touch is so gentle your words are so kind… when you pass, your smile means so much to me like the petals of a rose bed… a beauty to see even for a moment so soft and delicate, warm and sweet I love you more than you’ll ever know more than I could ever ever show never before I have felt this way never before until today...

IN HEAVEN WITH YOU On a scale of ten, I’d rate you an eleven when I look at your eyes I feel like I’m in heaven although I may not get you… I’ll still dream and dream for more you’ll find a way to where I live and came pounding on my door I know it sounds crazy and I know it wont come true but this is what I wish for every time I think of you...

FRIENDSHIP • Friends • Paalam Kaibigan • Our Frienship • Batang bata ka pa

FRIENDS Friends, give flavor to my life always together through pain and strife we shared our laughter, we shared our tears we go together to face our fears. Behind our smile, courage is still we have so many adventures and thrills. We’ve been together through the years we’ve shared so many memories so dear. We’ve touched each other’s hearts we stay together like a puzzled parts. We love each other and we will always stay together but still we have to part our ways but in our hearts, memories will stay.

PAALAM KAIBIGAN Noon ika’y aking matalik na kaibigan ngunit iyon ay di mo pinahalagahan pagkakaibigan natin ay iyong winakasan pinagsamahan nati’y pinutol mo ng tuluyan. Pangayayaring iyon ay aking iniyakan araw at gabi ako noo’y luhaan di ko inaasahan na yon ay mangyayari ako’y nagalit at sinisi ang sarili. Ako’y nasaktan, nalungkot ng lubusan mga pinagsamahan nati’y madalas kong isipin at balikan sa ating pagkakaibigan ako’y maraming natutunan lahat ng magandang alaala’y nasa puso ko magpakailanman sa paglipas ng panahon ako’y maraming taong nakilala unti-unting natanggap iyong pagkawala bumalik nang muli aking sigla’t saya ako’y nagising sa katotohanang ika’y naglaho na.

OUR FRIENDSHIP Since we were little friend to each other. Always together, best friends forever always saying friendship is something coming from within not easily destroyed with little misunderstanding But now what’s happening the thing we’ve been avoided weakening our friendship, destroying a great relationship I just want you to know though we’re far apart, that I’m always thinking of you the little scraps we got into, includes the happy moments I spent with you...

BATANG BATA KA PA Ngunit di naman pala pagkat ika’y nasa hustong gulong na ngunit bakit waring kuntentong-kuntento ka na ngayon magpakailanman ma’y ugaling bata ka ito ba’y lingid sa’yo o talagang alam mo na? O wala man lang nagsabi na dapat magbago ka kahit na ang pinakamalapit na kaibigan pa wala naman talagang pwedeng magmalasakit pa ako lang mapakailan man at wala nang iba o sige na kaibigan magisip-isip ka tumatanda ka na ngunit batang bata ka pa.

DEATH • Promise Me • I Open My Eyes • Suicide • Message from the grave • On Bended Knee

PROMISE ME The night will come for my days are gone somewhere then I will go to a place I don’t know bring no roses on my grave nor tears that once I gave sing no songs of sorrow for in thy heart grieves will grow reminisce not our memories of joys that once we’ve cherished nor live me with regrets for you in sullen life I won’t let Never kiss me goodbye when this world falls by nor thou dress in black where in the churchyard I came to knock promise me one thing my love when I’m gone and flew like dove to nowhere so far away spare me a prayer at the end of my day...

I OPEN MY EYES In a bed all covered with white I was lying. And over me was my mama crying. “What’s the matter, Mama?” I asked her softly I kept repeating the question but she cant hear me. I tried to stand up and put my feet on the floor. Just then I realized I wasn’t alive anymore. I saw my pale body still lying on the bed. My lips were livid and I have a bandage on my head. The doctors said. “I’m very sorry, Madame, the bullet was deep.” The bullet? I asked as a I felt a sudden creep. I came back to my senses. I remembered everything I was from the market when I got shot while walking. For no reason a man in black shot me. nobody saw him except me and my dog Blackie. I heard my mama wailing as I stared at my pathetic body I cant move; I cant walk; can somebody help me? just then I saw this being coming from the wall I know I saw him before; he was gorgeous and tall. He had wings, so wide and so white “Will you take me now?” I asked him with fright. “yes my dear friend,” was the man’s reply. My tears kept falling as I kissed mama goodbye. I tapped Blackie and said “bye pal, you take care of mama for me. we will meet again someday. Someday you’ll see.”

SUICIDE So much noise that are too loud to hear you just want to hear the end of it too many crowded places you’ve been in you just clamour for fresh air… to the place were hopes never exists into the teasing darkness of the night jump into the abyss of failure unto the hot fires of hell society had pushed such an act it has been a teacher long before school and forgotten were the values of home he acted too late for you to still hold on.

MESSAGE FROM THE GRAVE • You can say that I am a good example of what you can call a miserable life/ its been a long time since I’ve written so please do give me this chance to express myself/ in the previous years I have been so happy that nothing could get me down/ friend would come and go and I give a damn/ when I was ten my parents separated and I thought nothing was going to change/ I move on to another year without an encounter/ I was assured that everything was going to be the same/ everything last forever I apprised myself/ but I apprised my self in vain/ I kept on losing friends and acquaintances/ they kept giving me debilitating pain/ I met some dirty people and they said they were my friends/ they got me to do drugs and smoke interminably `till my teachers escorted me to hell/ one day I was leaving for school/ I was too high on drugs/ I crossed the roads when the lights turn green/ I was languishing and I badly needed a hug/ but they could not do a thing/ they were all too busy to care/ my parents, relatives and friends/ the people whom I thought would always be there/ so now, I’m asking you to pray for me/ now that I’m dead...

INSPIRATIONAL • Board games • The Perfect Me • More Than You Know • Search • God’s Will • The Four Degrees of Love

Board games Roll the dice and make each step precious make a move and believe in impossible dream reach for the top and be there in whatever way don’t look down and be sorry for what was not... Just go on and never stop moving just hold on and never let go just keep on and never look back prepare for the unexpected for you’ll never know… when the game of your life would end.

THE PERFECT ME I see myself as a star shining brightly from afar but I know deep down inside in its gaseous flight a breath of sorrow, not so alright I see myself on the mood all alone, full of gloom maybe she thinks that she has no one even for the truth, she has many not none I want to see the perfect me not alone and not lonely but is there a need to find what I can’t really see? Because for a fact it cant really be...

MORE THAN YOU KNOW When you feel low and your losing hope a flower will bloom and grow to remind you of a blessing you may be ignoring when you wallow in sorrow and your losing strength ask God, and He will promise you better tomorrow when your tears continue to flow and you’re losing your faith God will show you a rainbow saying another day will follow and that He loves you more than you know...

SEARCH I tried to enter and came into God’s presence I used all my keys I have at the lock but God gentle, lovingly whispered in my ears “My beloved child you didn’t knock” I woke up gently this morning and paused before entering the day I have so much to accomplish but I had to take time to pray... I got up early this morning and rushed right up into the day I had so much to accomplish that I didn’t have time to pray problems fast rumbled about me and heavier came each task why doesn’t God help me? He answers. “You didn’t ask” I wanted to see happiness and beauty but the day toiled on me, so restless and weak I wondered why God didn’t show me He said “But you didn’t ask”

GOD’S WILL A good life is to will to do God’s will. Before doing anything, ask yourself if it is God’s will; whether it is thinking in your heart, speaking in your mouth, seeing with your eyes, hearing with your ears, smelling with your nose, tasting with your tongue, touching with your hands, walking or standing, lying or sitting. If its God’s will, then do it with all your might. If its not, God’s will, then die rather than do it. If you ask me, “What is God’s will?” I will answer: “God’s will is that you become holy.”

THE FOUR DEGREES OF LOVE The first degree is when we love ourselves for our own sake. Unspiritual and and worldly as we are. Nothing interests us except things that relate to ourselves. The second degree is when we begin to see that we cannot get along by ourselves; so we begin to seek God’s help for our own sakes. We love God, but only for our own interest. After meditating, reading, praying and obeying much, we come to gradually know God through actual experience. By testing how sweet the Lord is, we begin to love God, not for our own sake, but for Himself. This is the third. The fourth I think is extremely rare here on earth. This is when in our love for God we forget ourselves attaining one mind and one heart with God.

I have a duel with the devil when? Now though not seen by the eye. A grueling fight with the devil. Yes, till the moment I die. A treacherous climb out of innocence. Gaunt thorns leading the lost. What sweet consolation, a clear conscience! But suddenly lost at such narrow a cost. The soul is swathed in flesh, the flesh is rotting in skin, to fester is not to confess, to fight hard is wanting to win. One with the battle with the devil, with prayers, fiery swords from the mouth. Win! I shall beat the devil listen well for it is without sound. A BATTLE WON

IF I HAD THE PAST If I had to live over my life in the past, will I change a lot of things? There. I began to think… I would have eaten less and worked things out with my fats. I would have done my responsibilities at home and in school. I would have taken time talking to my mother about her instead of staring at a Beatles poster. I would have watched a concert instead of having myself bored in the camp. I would have taken time playing chess with my grandfather instead of using the phone. I would have spent more time with my dog that died several months ago. I would have eaten the four bags of chocolates before it expired. I would have gone to bed early always and wouldn’t have these eyebugs. I would have invited “this friend” always at home who’s living far from me now. When my mom was talking, I would have listened instead of talking a lot. When my niece kissed me, I wish I never said “Ang kulit mo.” there would have been lots of advises to listen to and less word to hurt someone. There would have been more “hellos”… “I’m sorry”… more “I love you”… but mostly given another chance in the past, I would seize every minute and live it well.

THE END ( Thank you for looking)

LOVE FRIENDSHIP DEATH INSPIRATIONAL