كان لأمي عين واحدة... وقد كرهتها... لأنها كانت تسبب لي الإحراج. Annemin yalnızca bir gözü vardı. Ondan nefret ederdim… Çünkü bu durum beni utandırıyordu. My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. وكانت تعمل طاهية في المدرسة التي أتعلم فيها لتعيل العائلة.
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Annemin yalnzca bir gz vard. Ondan nefret ederdim nk bu durum beni utandryordu.
My mom only had one eye.
I hated her... she was such an embarrassment.
Ailemizi geindirmek iin okulda alk yapard.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.
lkokulda iken bir gn annem bana merhaba demeye gelmiti.
There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me.
Yerin dibine gemitim. Bunu bana nasl yapabilirdi?
I was so embarrassed.How could she do this to me?!
Onu grmezden geldim. Ona nefretle baktm ve oradan katm.
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
Ertesi gn snfta bir arkadam dedi ki, Eeee, senin annenin yalnzca bir gz var!
The next day at school one of my classmates said,"EEEE, your mom only has one eye!"
Yerin dibine girmek istedim. Ve de annemin ortadan kaybolmasn istedim.
I wanted to bury myself.I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
: , !!
Bu yzden o gn onunla karlanca dedim ki, Beni gln duruma dreceine lsen daha iyi?!!!
So I confronted her that day and said, " If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"
Annem karlk vermedi.
My mom did not respond!!!
Dediklerim hakknda bir saniye bile durup dnmedim nk ok kzmtm.
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger.
Onun duygular beni ilgilendirmiyordu.
I was oblivious to her feelings
Onu evde istemiyordum..
I wanted out of that house..
ok altm ve Singapura okumaya gittim.
So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study.
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Sonra evlendim. Kendi evimi aldm. ocuklarm oldu ve hayatmdan memnundum.
Then, I got married.I bought a house of my own.I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life
Bir gn annem beni ziyarete gelmiti. Ka yldr beni grmemi ve torunlarn tanmamt.
Then one day, my mother came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren!.
Kapya gelince ocuklarm ona gldler.
When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her.
: .. !!!
Ona Evime gelip ocuklarm nasl korkutabilirsin!
HEMEN BURADAN GT!
I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!"GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!"
: ( .. ).. ....
Buna annemin sessizce Kusura bakmayn. Yanl adrese geldim galiba dedi ve gzden kayboldu.
And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry.
I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.
Bir gn mezunlar toplants iin okuldan bir mektup aldm.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.
Karma i seyahatine gidiyorum diye bahane uydurdum.
So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip
Mezunlar toplantsndan sonra srf meraktan eski eve gittim!!!.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity!!!.
Komularm, annemin ldn sylediler.
My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear!!.
Bana verilsin diye annemin brakt bir mektup verdiler.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have
En sevgili olum, her zaman seni dnyorum
"My dearest son, I think of you all the time..
Singapura gelip ocuklarn korkuttuum iin zgnm.
I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children.
Mezunlar gnne geleceksin diye ok sevinmitim.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
Ama seni grmek iin yataktan kalkabilir miyim bilemiyorum.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
Sen byrken srekli bir utan kayna olduum iin zgnm.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.
Biliyor musun sen ok kkken bir kaza geirmitim ve gzn kaybetmitin.
You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.
Anne olarak senin tek bir gzle byme dayanamazdm.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.
Bu yzden sana kendi gzm verdim
So I gave you mine..
O gzle benim yerime gryor diye seninle o kadar gurur duyuyordum ki.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.
With my love to you
Annenin ocuuna sevgisi byle olursa Allahn (c.c.) kullarna sevgisini, rahmetini siz hesaplayn.
Peygamber Efendimiz (s.a.v.) buyumutur ki,
Allah (c.c.)n yz blmlk rahmeti vardr. Yalnzca bir blmn yarattklar arasnda datmtr. Bu rahmet sayesinde vahi hayvanlar yavrularn korurlar ve birbirleriyle geinirler. Dier 99 ksm rahmetini Allah (c.c.) kullarna rahmet eder.
Ebu Hreyre (r.a.)den
Peygamber (s.a.v) Efendimiz nce Allaha (c.c.) ve resulne itaat etmemizi sonra da annemize ve daha sonra babamza itaat etmemizi emretmitir.
Thanks Allah we are Muslims